Teen Mom

I remember when I use to wish to become a teen mother. I've always wanted to have my little boy sooner than later. But I know deep down it's not the right time. And I think God has blessed me with not getting pregnant at a young age. I've had many scares and many situations that normally would end up in a baby carriage. Why was I so stupid? Why did I want to have a baby so young? Maybe because I felt like it would fix all the problems I have inside. Would they fix the problems? Or just make them worse!!

Confusion and Fustraition

I've thought about a lot of things and about what I want. What I want most is to live my life the way that I wish. Sad thing about that is that its not that easy to do just that. When it comes to me and him i feel butterflies when I think about how our life will be. Yes sometimes it is scary, but beautiful at the same time